Undone

I remember when I was like… 10, I found my brother’s offspring CD, and was reading the lyrics, and found that it said “ass” in it (HA!) and totally snitched to my parents. He was PISSED! 15 years later, I’m jammin’ to the same band, same songs, loving them! (Currently listening to “Want you Bad”) But the thing is 10 year old me, just didn’t know what it’s like being an adult. Maybe I should try living up to 10 year old me’s standards, but… I think sometimes we miss out on some good things in life (good music, good people) because we can’t look past what we might deem as “wrong”

Your one vice
It’s you’re too nice
Come around now can you see
Don’t get me wrong
I know you’re only being good
But that’s what’s wrong
I guess I just misunderstood

Derringer Meryl [Lyric spew?] Out

I want you to by Weezer, drop everything, Head over to weezer.com and LISTEN. I swear.

I’m not a huge fan girl… but wow. I could listen to this song forever. Best romance song ever. I would cry a million happy tears if I ever saw them in concert!

The moon was shining on the lake at night
The slayer T-shirt fit the scene just right
Your smeared mascara
I looked into your eyes and saw a light

You told me stories about your chickadees
They didn’t like BB guns or stupid archery
And Shaun the lifeguard
He let them use the pool all day for free

Then the conversation stopped
And I looked down at my feet
I was next to you and you were right there next to me
Then I said

Girl,if you’re wondering if I want you to (I want you to)
I want you to
So make them move (make them move)
cause I ain’t got all night

The rest of the summer was the best we’ve ever had
We watched titanic and it didn’t make us sad
I took you to flash back
You took me home to meet your mom and dad

Your mom cooked meat loaf,even though I don’t eat meat
I dug you so much,I took some for the team
Your dad was silent
His eyes were fixed to what was on TV

And the conversation stopped,and I looked down at the ring
Your folks were next to you
And you were right there next to me
And I said

Girl,if you’re wondering if I want you to (I want you to)
I want you to (I want you to)
I swear it’s true (swear it’s true)
Without you my heart is blue
Girl,if you’re wondering if I want you to (I want you to)
I want you to (I want you to)
So make the move (make the move)
cause I ain’t got all night

So much pain may come our way
There may come a day when we have nothing left to say

When the conversation stops and we’re facing our defeat
I’ll be next to you and you’ll be right there next to me
Then I’ll say

Girl,if you’re wondering if I want you to (I want you to)
I want you to (I want you to)
I swear it’s true (swear it’s true)
Without you my heart is blue,oh
Girl, if you’re wondering if I want you to (I want you to)
I want you to (I want you to)
So make the move (make the move)
Cause I ain’t got all night

It makes me think of Scott and I. It feels good.

g’night

Derringer Meryl [sweet] Out

The Specialist found this song for me. I have to admit, I’ve fallen in love with it. Definately falling into the “wedding song” list. So I thought I’d lyric spew it. Cause’s it fun. And I can. Scott’s gone to bed. I’d love to go to sleep too, but my brain is buzzing a little too much. I’ve gained ten pounds. Amazingly, I’ve never felt so pretty.

I still feel fat though. isn’t that just contradictory? Who knows. I’m loved, and I can feel it in every cell of my body. and it’s fantastic. Like some kind of drug. 😀 Makes me all sorts of happy.

*looks around* I’d still like to loose this weight. Scott thinks I’m pretty, and I think I’m pretty (hehe, self absorbed) but man. I didn’t need that. I’m going to hope that it’s because I weighed myself after going to a buffet.

Right?

Oh and I have a huge unsightly bruise on my leg. Touch it and die you freaky freaky people.

Secret Smile, SemiSonic

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

So use it and prove it

Remoce this whirling sadness

I’m losing I’m bluesing

But you can’t save me from madness

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

So save me I’m waiting

I’m needing, hear me pleading

And soothe me, improve me

I’m grieving, I’m barely believing it now, now

When you are flying around and around the world

And I’m lying alonely

I know there’s something sacred and free reserved

And received by me only.

Derringer Meryl [Updating Fiend] Out

a miracle happened, and these lyrics became suddenly accessible. wahoo! I love this song (don’t look for the CD, it’s not out yet, May 18th) It’s by Alanis Morissette, and it’s called Everything. I love it. It’s what I feel. It cusses once. If you can’t get a grip on the fact that swear words exist– then maybe you need to be reading some self help stuff.

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind

I can withhold like it’s going out of style

I can be the moodiest baby

And you’ve never met anyone

As negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you’ve ever met

I’m the kindest soul with whom you’ve connected

I have the bravest heart that you’ve ever seen

And you’ve never met anyone

As positive as I am sometimes

You see everything

You see every part

You see all my light

And you love my dark

You dig everything

Of which I’m ashamed

There’s not anything to which you can’t relate

And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking

My passive aggressiveness can be devastating

I’m terrified and mistrusting

And you’ve never met anyone who’s closed down as I am sometimes

You see everything

You see every part

You see all my light

And you love my dark

You dig everything

Of which I’m ashamed

There’s not anything to which you can’t relate

And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know

What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I am the funniest woman that you’ve ever known

I am the dullest woman that you’ve ever known

I am the most gorgeous woman that you’ve ever known

And you’ve never met anyone as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything

You see every part

You see all my light

And you love my dark

You dig everything

Of which I’m ashamed

There’s not anything to which you can’t relate

And you’re still here

And you’re still here

And you’re still here

I love that song, SO Much. I heard it on the radio, bought ti on the cursed Itunes.

Derringer Meryl [Giddy happy for lyric spew] Out

Okay, I heard this song while going down to D&D this weekend with Scott. It rocks. I love it. Seriously one of my new favorites. And besides all that I haven’t had a lyric spew in a long time.

Barenaked Ladies, Go Home

Well let me tell you if you’re feeling alone,

Instead of whining and moaning,

Just get on the phone, tell her you’re coming home

If you need, you should be there

If you scream in your sleep, or collapse in a heap

And spontaneously weep, then you know you’re in deep

If you need her, you should be there

Go Home

There’s nothing better than affairs of the heart

To make you feel so good then tear you apart

Make up your mind and stick it out or start again

You can’t imagine what an effort it takes

When you make a mistake

And you know in the wake that a heart’s going to break

If you need her, you should be there

If you’re flummoxed and flushed

And your heartbeat is rushed

Then get out of the slush, tell your dog team to mush

If you need her, you should be there

Go Home

If you think of her as Joan of Arc

She’s burning for you, get your car out of park

If you think of her as Catherine the Great

Then you should be the horse to help her meet her fate

If you need her, you should be there,

Go Home

You can’t believe it, but it’s true

She’s given everything to you

Now take a moment to be sure

Before you give it all to her

Well now you’re thinking that it’s over at last,

All your woes in the past

But you’ve got to be fast; put your foot on the gas

If you need her, you should be there

so now you’re out from under the gun

And it’s over and done

I won’t spoil all the fun but if you ever wonder

She’ll be there if you need her

Go Home

If you’re lucky to be one of the few

To find somebody who can tolerate you

Then I shouldn’t have to tell you again

Just pack your bags and get yourself on a plane

If you need her, you should be there

Go Home

If you need her, you should be there

Go Home

Derringer Meryl [Going Home For now] Out