Undone

The Specialist found this song for me. I have to admit, I’ve fallen in love with it. Definately falling into the “wedding song” list. So I thought I’d lyric spew it. Cause’s it fun. And I can. Scott’s gone to bed. I’d love to go to sleep too, but my brain is buzzing a little too much. I’ve gained ten pounds. Amazingly, I’ve never felt so pretty.

I still feel fat though. isn’t that just contradictory? Who knows. I’m loved, and I can feel it in every cell of my body. and it’s fantastic. Like some kind of drug. 😀 Makes me all sorts of happy.

*looks around* I’d still like to loose this weight. Scott thinks I’m pretty, and I think I’m pretty (hehe, self absorbed) but man. I didn’t need that. I’m going to hope that it’s because I weighed myself after going to a buffet.

Right?

Oh and I have a huge unsightly bruise on my leg. Touch it and die you freaky freaky people.

Secret Smile, SemiSonic

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

So use it and prove it

Remoce this whirling sadness

I’m losing I’m bluesing

But you can’t save me from madness

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

Nobody knows it but you’ve got a secret smile

And you use it only for me

So save me I’m waiting

I’m needing, hear me pleading

And soothe me, improve me

I’m grieving, I’m barely believing it now, now

When you are flying around and around the world

And I’m lying alonely

I know there’s something sacred and free reserved

And received by me only.

Derringer Meryl [Updating Fiend] Out