Undone

Once again, it’s a frail-y translated LYRIC SPEW! yeah. So it’s originally Japanese, the Opening song to Full Metal Panic Entitled Tomorrow *smiles wistfully* Here’s to tomorrow. Who knows what it’s going to bring. I hope to have my job, I hope to have all of my family, and I hope to have everything that’s good and right. *raises a glass* Here’s to tOmOrrOw… 🙂

Together we searched for a place to hide

As we ran in the rain

Even if I loose something

There’s one thing I must protect

That’s the meaning of my birth in this world

I’ll go search with you even if it maybe painful

While clinging onto the fresh scenery around us

The prism reflected the orange of

The sunset when the breeze slips through my fingertips

I wish I could devote myself to you so

I want to become more gentle for you

Even if I collect the light which fills this world

Within my pair of hands it’ll light up the darkness

So I won’t get lost as it shines in the long continuous journey.

That’s the meaning of my birth in this world

I’ll go search with you even if it’s painful

While clinging onto the fresh scenery around us

Let’s travel further away

Derringer Meryl [Looking downward to tomorrow] Out

I’m Evil. I’m wrong. I’m down and out. Time for a midweek Lyric spew, Right-o?

Heal My Broken Heart, Smile DK

Won’t be crying over you
Though my heart is black and blue
I’m gonna make a new start
Try to heal, to heal my broken heart

It is time to go
Pack my bags, I’m gonna quit the show
Take a breath, keep my head up higher
Walk out the door

“Life is cruel,” you say
Well, I see it in a different way
I believe that you’ll soon be crawling
Begging for more

Now I’m standing on my own
I’ll be better off alone
Won’t be crying over you
Though my heart is black and blue
I’m gonna make a new start (Make a new start)
Try to heal my broken heart

There’s no way I’m turning back
I don’t need another heart attack
I’m gonna make a new start (Make a new start)
Try to heal, to heal my broken heart

We had joy and fun
In my heart I thought you were the one
A mistake, now I’ve learned my lesson
It’s all I can say

Now I’m standing on my own
I’ll be better off alone
Won’t be crying over you
Though my heart is black and blue
I’m gonna make a new start (Make a new start)
Try to heal my broken heart

There’s no way I’m turning back
I don’t need another heart attack
I’m gonna make a new start (Make a new start)
Try to heal, to heal my broken heart

Try to heal, to heal my broken
Heal, to heal my broken
Heal, to heal my broken heart

Won’t be crying over you
Though my heart is black and blue
I’m gonna make a new start (Make a new start)
Try to heal my broken heart

There’s no way I’m turning back
I don’t need another heart attack
I’m gonna make a new start (Make a new start)
Try to heal, to heal my broken heart

Derringer Meryl [I’ve made a New start] Out

One Last Spew, for you! I love it, It’s Special to me, And I’m getting SOOO Much better, you wouldn’t believe. This song isn’t for the person the last song was for, completely different (see, I’m moody, aren’t i?)

Wallflowers,Closer to you

How soft a whisper can get

When you’re walking through a crowded space

I hear every word being said

And I remember that everyday

I get a little bit closer to you

How long an hour can take

When you’re starting into open space

When I feel I’m slipping further away

I remember that everyday

I get a little bit closer to you

These are the days

That I won’t get back

I won’t hear you cry

Or hear you laugh

And when it’s quite

And I don’t hear a thing

I can always hear you breathe

You know there’s nowhere else

I’ve wanted to be

Than be there when you need me

I’m sorry too

But don’t give up on me

And just remember that when you get asleep

I got a little bit closer to you

Derringer Meryl [Stand a Little Closer] Out

I’m a bit of a sinner, never a good enough saint, so here it is, the lyric spew of Halloween. Crush, Mandy Moore

You know everything that I’m afraid of

You do everything I wish I did

Everybody wants you everybody loves you

I know I should tell you how I feel

I wish everyone would disappear

Every time time you call me I’m too scared to be me

And I’m too shy to say

Ooh I got a crush on you

I hope you feel the way that I do

I get a rush

When I’m with you

Ooh I’ve got a crush on you

A crush on you

You know I’m the one that you can talk to

And sometimes you tell me things that I don’t want to know

I just want to hold you

And you say exactly how you feel about her

And I wonder could you ever think of me that way

Ooh I got a crush on you

I hope you feel the way that I do

I get a rush

When I’m with you

Ooh I’ve got a crush on you

A crush on you

Ooh I wish I could tell somebody

But there’s no one to talk to nobody knows

I’ve got a crush on you

A crush on you I got a crush

You say everything that no one says

But I feel everything that you’re afraid to feel

I will always want you I will always love you

I’ve got a crush

Okay, so i’m sad. I’m pathetic. I’m drowning. this song isn’t totally accurate for the situation, I’m going to break it down, verse by verse, okay?

You know everything that I’m afraid of / You do everything I wish I did / Everybody wants you everybody loves you

Basically, this says, you’re everything i wish i could be. You’re everything that i admire. it really is an amazing line. (forgive my typing, i have fake finger nails on for the holiday. 🙂 this person (she’s singing about) knows her so well, that it’s impossible to understand.

I know I should tell you how I feel / I wish everyone would disappear / Every time time you call me I’m too scared to be me / And I’m too shy to say….

The person really matters to her, and makes her feel nervous, so she can’t admit…. her feelings (pretty self explanatory.)

Ooh I got a crush on you / I hope you feel the way that I do / I get a rush / When I’m with you / Ooh I’ve got a crush on you / A crush on you

This is where it sorta splits. I don’t really have ROMANTIC feelings for this person. I do care. I do care a TON. I wish i could take back all of the horrid things i’ve done to put us in the situation we’re in now. I really blame myself for the lack of contact we have. I do get a rush when i’m with him. Not a sexual thing, i’ve discovered that now…. that there wasn’t much chemistry there that way…. but i miss the way i felt when i was with him. I could be natural, and he was always…. he was good about it. and i messed it up, nicely.

You know I’m the one that you can talk to / And sometimes you tell me things that I don’t want to know / I just want to hold you / And you say exactly how you feel about her / And I wonder could you ever think of me that way

He doesn’t talk to me …. about him. Just light chit chat. Work stuffs… and he doesn’t know it, but i can read him. i can see what he doesn’t say. i can see his feelings for other people. People i know i can never, ever, measure up to. I’m not smart enough, pretty enough, or witty enough. All i want is to be good enough….. good enough to be a friend again…. so we can spend time together. And it kills me every time i see him, because he has every right to act the way he does, to not want to come over and spend time with me…. to hate me. In fact, i wish he did hate me, so i at least could understand where i was with all of this.

Ooh I wish I could tell somebody / But there’s no one to talk to nobody knows / I’ve got a crush on you / A crush on you I got a crush

that’s crap, throw that line out, pretty much every one knows how i feel…. except the fact that i feel like a buge idiot for how i acted. How i act. I don’t hate him. I don’t love him (in a romantic sense) but i care. I care so much, and his lack of caring for me back, burns so deeply.

You say everything that no one says / But I feel everything that you’re afraid to feel / I will always want you I will always love you / I’ve got a crush

He says that things are okay, when i know the rest of the world would say they aren’t. I know they aren’t… but he always says it’s okay. And i do feel everything he’s afraid to feel, he’s afraid to care, i’m not sure why– but i care so much, and i guess it’s my burden… for the horrible stuff i did, to feel this way. This caring, and to be scorned. It’s my reward. Yeah, i’ll always want him, want to be near him, want to have his company… and i’ll always care…. and i have to learn to be okay with the lack of emotion from his side…. I have to be better than I am.

Derringer Meryl [So weak] Out

I’m so silly. Cause… its time for a LYRIC SPEW!! I’m in love with this song, So deal with it. It’s like my favorite right after White Flag.

Hands Down, Dashboard Confessional

breathe in for luck

breathe in so deep

this air is blessed

you share with me

this night is wild

so calm and dull

these hearts they race

from self control

your legs are smooth

as they graze mine

we’re doing fine

we’re doing nothing at all.

my hopes are so high

that your kiss might kill me.

so won’t you kill me,

so i die happy.

my heart is yours

to fill or burst

or break or bury

or wear as jewelery,

which ever you prefer.

the words are hushed

lets not get busted,

just lay entwined here

undiscovered.

safe from the earth

and all the stupid questions…

“hey did you get some?”

man, that is so dumb.

stay quiet,

stay near,

stay close they can’t hear,

so we can get some.

my hopes are so high

that your kiss might kill me.

so won’t you kill me,

so i die happy.

my heart is yours

to fill or burst

or break or bury

or wear as jewelery,

which ever you prefer.

hands down this is the best day

i can ever remember,

i’ll always remember

the sound of the stereo,

the dim of the soft lights,

the scent of your hair

that you twirled in your fingers and

the time on the clock

when we realized

it’s so late

and the walk

that we shared together.

the street was wet

and the gate was locked

so i jumped it and

let you in and

you stood at the door

with your hands

on my waist

and you kissed me,

but you meant it

and i knew

that you meant it,

that you meant it,

that you meant it,

and i knew,

that you meant it,

that you meant it.

Derringer Meryl [wishing for moments] Out