Undone

Happy Days!

I worked this morning, and goofed off for a long time at the mall. I visited HIM, but he doesn’t do it for me anymore.

I finally fixed myself. Huzzah for me!

I’m going to my FIRST concert on tuesday, it’s General Seating, so I have to get there early.

I’m very excited. It’s happy things. Happy happy happy things.

Ta

Derringer Meryl [I am a Pirate Queen] Out

If I die before I wake

At least in Heaven I can skate

‘Cos right now on earth

I can’t do jack

Without the man up on my back

Now Heaven would be a DJ

Spinnin’ dub all night long

And Heaven would be just kickin’

Back with Jesus packing my (bong)

And if you don’t believe in Jesus

Then Muhammed or Buddha too

And while the world is warring

We just sit back and laugh at you

If I die before I wake

At least in Heaven I can skate

‘Cos right now on earth

I can’t do jack

Without the man up on my back

Now when most people think of Heaven

They see those pearly gates

But I looked a little closer

And there’s a sign that says

“Do not skate”

So if you wanna come to my Heaven

Well we all gonna have a ball

And every one you know is welcome

‘Cos we got no gates or walls

If I die before I wake

At least in Heaven I can skate

‘Cos right now on earth

I can’t do

Without the man with it

Then I got to the gate

Pulled out a list that

I’d been callin’ fate

I’m sorry friend you can’t come in

You got a list here that doesn’t end

You’re mad ’cause I smoke dope

You teachin’ any classes in how to cope

I’ll find a place to rest my head

I’d rather be alone now that I’m dead

Like Christian Hosoi way back in ‘87

We’ll be bustin’ Christ airs until we get to Heaven

Think I really care that I missed biology

Got my education in stale fishology

With all your rules you got to chill

I’m gonna twist out like Mike McGill

Gonna twist out ‘cos I got the skills

Gonna twist out ‘cos I got the skills

Got the skills

Got the skills

Got the skills

Got the skills

Heaven is a halfpipe

If I die before I wake

At least in Heaven I can skate

‘Cos right now on earth

I can’t do jack

Without the man upon my back

(Heaven is a halfpipe)

If I die before I wake

At least in Heaven I can skate

(Heaven is a halfpipe)

‘Cos right now on Earth

I can’t do

Without the man with it

If I die before I wake

(If I die before I wake)

At least in Heaven I can skate

(Heaven is a halfpipe)

‘Cause right now on Earth

I can’t do

(‘Cos right now on Earth I can’t do)

Without the man with it

Method air judo air

I don’t care no

I don’t care

I don’t care

I don’t care

If I die before I wake

At least in Heaven I can skate

(Heaven is a halfpipe)

‘Cos right now on Earth

I can’t do

Without the man with it

Happy thanksgiving!

Derringer Meryl [heaven is a halfpipe] Out

Those words you speak

They cut so deep

Falling from your ruby lips

Like feathers

weightless

so inexplicably soft–

You speak to me

Your tone is light

But your words hurt me

Slicing me to the bone

letting me bleed out

my last memory

is of you.

A bit of Slam poetry for the moment. p0r /|_| r0||||y. . . .

Derringer Meryl [Bleed me] out

I went to A friend of mine’s play yesterday. (Might I mention a guy friend, I don’t have too many of those.)Anyway– He’s a doll, and I love him to pieces, but he told me I should be dating one of his friends, and I can’t help but get the feeling he’s trying to pawn me off on someone else.

I’m not going to be a clingy girl. I don’t want to be clingy. I want to stop being clingy.

I will not be clingy.

But he’s cute. And simply everything good.

And so … umm… so there…

Yeah, so him brushing me off hurts a little, not because I like him so much, but because he seems to feel the need to get rid of me all the time……

that’s what hurts. Because the fact that I like him so much, and the fact that I seem to be offensive to him. I mean he’s not openly detesting me or anything like “EW, get away you freak…” But more subtly telling me that he wants me to go, that I should be somewhere else,

or maybe I”m paranoid.

I’m guessing that’s the one.

In any case, I have one up on his future wife, I’ve seen him in his underware already. 🙂 So there. (Acknowledges that so has near to the rest of the Valley, but that’s okay, because it was …. an event to remember.)

Anyway, I should be skipping off to bed at some point.

Some time after I read some fic to settle my little mind about how CONFUSING BOYS ARE

Ta for now

Derringer Meryl

A real quick post to share a new favorite song, thanks to my Friend and crack whore SunnyD who put this song in her newest fic Twilight Which is a friggin’ master piece, I’ll tell ya that (Especially in comparison with the other stories on FF.net that are just pieces.) *wicked grin*

Darling, I’m killed.

I’m in a puddle, on the floor

Waiting for you to return.

Oh, what a thrill,

Fascination’s got a law,

How you tease, how you leave me to burn.

It’s so deadly, my dear,

The power of having you near,

Until the day,

Until the world falls away,

Until you say there’ll be no more goodbyes.

I see it in your eyes

Tomorrow never dies.

Darling, you’ve won,

It’s no fun,

Martini’s, girls and guns,

It’s murder on our love affair.

That you bet your life, every night,

While you’re chasing the morning light,

You’re not the only spy out there.

It’s so deadly, my dear.

The power of wanting you near,

Until the day,

Until the world falls away,

Until you say there’ll be no more goodbyes.

I see it in your eyes,

Tomorrow never dies.

-Love always-

Derringer Meryl [5//337 R3l3453] Out