Undone

I went to A friend of mine’s play yesterday. (Might I mention a guy friend, I don’t have too many of those.)Anyway– He’s a doll, and I love him to pieces, but he told me I should be dating one of his friends, and I can’t help but get the feeling he’s trying to pawn me off on someone else.

I’m not going to be a clingy girl. I don’t want to be clingy. I want to stop being clingy.

I will not be clingy.

But he’s cute. And simply everything good.

And so … umm… so there…

Yeah, so him brushing me off hurts a little, not because I like him so much, but because he seems to feel the need to get rid of me all the time……

that’s what hurts. Because the fact that I like him so much, and the fact that I seem to be offensive to him. I mean he’s not openly detesting me or anything like “EW, get away you freak…” But more subtly telling me that he wants me to go, that I should be somewhere else,

or maybe I”m paranoid.

I’m guessing that’s the one.

In any case, I have one up on his future wife, I’ve seen him in his underware already. 🙂 So there. (Acknowledges that so has near to the rest of the Valley, but that’s okay, because it was …. an event to remember.)

Anyway, I should be skipping off to bed at some point.

Some time after I read some fic to settle my little mind about how CONFUSING BOYS ARE

Ta for now

Derringer Meryl