Undone

I have this panic thing. Scott isn’t home yet. And he’s not answering his phone. I’ve always been pretty concerned about Scott and him being a driver at work, but since these goings on this past week or so, I’ve been more on edge.

*sighs*

I heard of a new book today. It seems interesting. I mean, don’t really need it, because it’s a dating book, and a guide to understanding why men are the way they are… (that might be useful) It’s more useful to the dating girl, than the married one. It’s called “He’s Just Not That Into You : The No-Excuses Truth to Understanding Guys” By Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo. I heard about it on the late late show with Greg Kilborn. I don’t normally watch it, but I was getting tired of watching 3rd rock from the sun. *shrugs*

Scott’s on his way home now. 🙂

Anyway. I think this book is good. From a married point of view, and a past dater of (ranging) non interested to very interested men, it’s a great idea for a book. 🙂 Cause honestly, I think Most women know that a guy isn’t interested when he doesn’t call or write, or stay up to IM. *nods* there is a line between “busy and I forgot” and “I’m avoiding you but don’t want to say it”

Like Greg Behrendt says: “Oh sure, they say they’re busy. They say that they didn’t have even a moment in their insanely busy day to pick up the phone. It was just that crazy. All lies. With the advent of cell phones and speed dialing, it is almost impossible not to call you. Sometimes I call people from my pants pocket when I don’t even mean to. If I were into you, you would be the bright spot in my horribly busy day. Which would be a day that I would never be too busy to call you.”

😉 Then, there’s the text messages saying they’re coming home to you… those are pretty sweet. 😉

Derringer Meryl [Happy To Have Him Home] Out

Scott and I bought our bed, should be delievered soon.

I’m exhausted… I have the worse case of allergies ever…. well except that one time in Junior high where It felt like two tons of itching powder had been dumped down my throat. That kinda hurt too. This is just runny nose and sneezing and feeling like i’ve had the crap beat out of you…. It’s not so fun.

Scott and I found out this morning that Nintendo is no longer going to support HDTV and progressive scan. Most of you are wondering “Did they ever?” and the answer is yes, if you had an extra thirty bucks lounging about. We apparently did, and our Gamecube Component cables are on their way. *sighs*

I feel so very exhausted. Just all the time. I’d really like ot lay down and sleep for a while, but I can’t because A)have to wait for delievery guy, and B)no where to lay down at. Couch is covered in sheets and stuff. :S

Update: (11:38AM)

The bed is huge. The end

Derringer Meryl [Sleepy girl] Out

I’m pretty– helpless?

Unreasonable, Unlogical, and Different.

So before I start this new entry and new week of posting, I’d like to note, that I’m still sad that Marci died. I miss her. I’m worried about Kristianne…

But I don’t want to focus on it. So I’m not going to.

*coughs*

Scott and I are getting a new mattress today. I’m pretty freaking excited. The one we have now, is from when Scott was like, thirteen, and it smells … ewll… foul. and kinda like a thirteen year old boy. *shudders* Okay. SO yeah, i”m pretty thrilled about that though.

I got a call from convergys today. I thought they were going to say that I was some sort of closet drug addict and that they weren’t going to hire me because of that, but Nope… they just wanted to know about what time of day I wanted to start working at…. Ten to 12, naturally. Like I’d actually wake up early. Early is for… early people.

Right.

Whelp, I can’t think of much more to say– except the hicks over yonder are hacking on our Internet cables. As in literally chopping htem up, so …if you don’t hear from me– that’s why.

Derringer Meryl [Silly Hicks] out

I guess I’ve been avoiding doing this a while. But that’s what I do….

Marci died in a car accident. Like the specialist, it doesn’t feel great to talk about it, but he was closer to Marci than I was…. which I blame on myself.

I miss her very much. And to her family (which some of which is my family) I send my deepest condolences.

and even those don’t quite hit all of the places i wish they could.

Derringer Meryl [Itai] Out

Greetings from the land of cement and spiders.

Scott cleaned (organized) the basement today, and made it so you can see the floor again. Made me very happy. The spiders, however, do not. Scott sprayed today while he was cleaning, but for some reason, that encourages them to come out. So one about an inch or so in diameter came out, and decided to play with me a few minutes ago, it started to head for underneath the couch, and I had no choice, no matter how squeemish it made me, I stomped on it. I hate doing that. I much rather have Scott (or one of his siblings) do it.

*shudders*

Derringer Meryl [ew ew ew] Out