Undone

Can I rant? I hope so, cause I am, and I really don’t care either way if you read this or not.

Our schools don’t care if we graduate, we’re stats, numbers on a paper, faces in a numberless crowd. There is no way to know us all, but it’s not like they ever try to anyway. We’re like ants, if one dies or is lost, it is easily replaced by another larve. It’s insane the lack of care and emotion that is felt in today’s schooling.

Why else do kids want to kill everyone around? I know why. Because no one notices before then. No one cares. If you even breathe a word of social frustrations, to anyone, you’re deported to a ‘Special School’ where all the juvvys go. I don’t want to go there, but…..

I can’t say that hurting my classmates hasn’t crossed my mind. I wonder what goes on in their heads, and I hate things that I can’t understand, so they frustrate me. I can’t understand why they do the things they do. WHy they care if they go to the Senior Ball and why they laughed when the Towers fell. I want to know why they act like this. I want to know, and I want someone to explain it to me before I kill them all.

My largest class has fourty in it. *sighs* the school district apparently thinks that an average of 28 students per class room is a quality free education. Even 28 kids is too many, there should be around 20 in each class. Plus you have to take into acount the classes that have set numbers like Student government, literary magazine, etc.

It’s not fair that they pressure us into doing a good job, getting good grades, and then give us a shoddy education to work with. It’s not fair to anyone, especially not the teachers, and the students.

But taht’s okay, it’s not like anyone in the legislature stops to think about that anyway.

I’m not a number

I’m not a statistic.

I’m a living human that demands a good education.

Is that too much to ask??

Derringer Meryl [I ache more places than possible] Out

I decided to update even though it’s extremely early…

Or late, depending on if you’re neg or pos.

I Hate Tension. I hope people who go and cause problems on purpose burst into firey flames. [So discriptive] I can’t tell you how many times something like religious differences have made a big problem. And for the stupidest reasons. I hate that. I hate that people cause problems when they can just keep their mouth shut and go with it.

Take for example:

Saying “under God” In the pledge I’d like you to take into consideration that millions of people everday mouth it, the WHOLE pledge, because they’re lazy, crap. Take the entire teenage population… There’s a great point. And PULEAZE! You got kids killing other kids, and drugs and Babies being born to crack whores… do you really think mouthing “under God” is such a friggin’ big deal?

You kid has a problem? Tell them to suck it up, builds character.

Sound mean? Probably is, but I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been told to suck it up because it’s life. and it is. I can’t go and make everyone in the world do something like I want it, therefore in turn they can’t make ME do what THEY want. If it gets taken out, I’ll fetchin’ do it anyway. Because for me, this Nation is UNDER GOD. Sue me. Go ahead. It’s me

Sue me for the way my mind thinks, and the way I believe. You’re just stepping back in time to Nazi Germany.

One day in class my teacher asked if I would die before killing someone. I said yes without even hesitating. She said “What if I was Hitler and demanded the location of some missing Jews, and you knew where they were. I had a gun to your head…” I shook my head at her and said “It’s not my place to choose who lives or dies, just like it isn’t yours. If I die holding up my morals, at least i know i’ll go someplace good.”

It’s the truth. I’d rather die than give up on something I believe passionately in. I believe that everyone should be able to worship as they please.

I do not condone the actions of religious Zealots who have become exactly what they are fighting against…. It’s insane.

My theory on the whole thing is:

“Do what you want, it’s your life… but the minute your decisions effect someone else, you have to take that into consideration, and always remember that you are NOT more important than anyone else on this earth”

Does that mean a crack addict should get a ride on life raft just as much as Bill Gates?

HELL YES!

We aren’t allowed to make decisions on who lives or dies because of their place on the social statusphere. It’s not up to us.

Taking “Under God” Out of the pledge– could effect many people in a negitive way– It could have endless repercussions–

That doesn’t matter though, because someone doesn’t like it….

A little theory called “The greater Good”

Sometimes you have to let things go for the larger amount of people. Pick your fights.