Undone

Can I rant? I hope so, cause I am, and I really don’t care either way if you read this or not.

Our schools don’t care if we graduate, we’re stats, numbers on a paper, faces in a numberless crowd. There is no way to know us all, but it’s not like they ever try to anyway. We’re like ants, if one dies or is lost, it is easily replaced by another larve. It’s insane the lack of care and emotion that is felt in today’s schooling.

Why else do kids want to kill everyone around? I know why. Because no one notices before then. No one cares. If you even breathe a word of social frustrations, to anyone, you’re deported to a ‘Special School’ where all the juvvys go. I don’t want to go there, but…..

I can’t say that hurting my classmates hasn’t crossed my mind. I wonder what goes on in their heads, and I hate things that I can’t understand, so they frustrate me. I can’t understand why they do the things they do. WHy they care if they go to the Senior Ball and why they laughed when the Towers fell. I want to know why they act like this. I want to know, and I want someone to explain it to me before I kill them all.

My largest class has fourty in it. *sighs* the school district apparently thinks that an average of 28 students per class room is a quality free education. Even 28 kids is too many, there should be around 20 in each class. Plus you have to take into acount the classes that have set numbers like Student government, literary magazine, etc.

It’s not fair that they pressure us into doing a good job, getting good grades, and then give us a shoddy education to work with. It’s not fair to anyone, especially not the teachers, and the students.

But taht’s okay, it’s not like anyone in the legislature stops to think about that anyway.

I’m not a number

I’m not a statistic.

I’m a living human that demands a good education.

Is that too much to ask??

Derringer Meryl [I ache more places than possible] Out