Undone

I thought I’d post, I usually post after work, and since I can’t sleep, I thought I better.

I ache everywhere. My ankles, my knees, and my poor hips.

Ouch.

I had a good time at work today, dispite how slow it was, I got to work with a lot of people (as in co-worker people) and I got to talk to a nice guy. He’s a regular, anime-guy I’ll call him, because he’s the anime-guy, and he knows practically everything. He’s very sweet, and not so shallow like the other guys. Very rare.

We’re training an MIT (Manager In Training) and she’s very nice. I got some extra hours cause I was a good little girl, and I can pout with the best of them. 🙂 Trust me, no one can say no to my pouty face, not even… umm I dunno the Pope.

Nope, he couldn’t, he’d let me get away with… a lot of bad stuff, and I’d pout and get out of it.

I’ve been all shakey today. I hate that. Shakey shakey. Oh and I found out that I may be (Very high possibility) lactose intolerant. I think thats how you spell it… anyway. That sorta isn’t too fun because I love my Ben and Jerry’s. I don’t know what i’ll do when i get all sad–

I can’t have my B&J’s. *sobs*

You can never be too rich or too….

Thin, the blood has run out

Fangs ruin any cute pout

Morning has come now they’ve flown

What have you learned from what has been shown?

I love that song Translyvanian Concubine By Rasputina and Manson. I don’t listen to Manson much, but this song, is one of my favorites. Well it is now. I love that. I love how i can change favorite songs. Last week it was Sometimes it Hurts and this week it’s Translyvanian Concubine. I love music. All kinds

My best friend is moving in… did I tell you that all ready? more than likely yes. my room is all ready for her, but it feels all odd without her there, just cause there’s a large space for her bed, and no — her! 🙂 I miss her.

dare I say I’m possibly the most tired person in the world, who cannot sleep. Okay so I take that back, cause i’m sure there’s amother out there who has lost her daughter or ahh something like that.

That’s sad. No more sad. I like happy.

There’s something I never thought i’d say. I like happy. I like happy thoughts and happy things. For the most part, well no. People might think Vampires are sad things, but I am happy when I think of vampires, so I like happy things like vampires. so ha! my brain is slowly decaying. Bye bye brain…. lol

The things that make me happy, might make someone else sad. like… chocolate. that might make some girl who can’t eat it sad. right? I’m sure. >_<;; I’m slowly falling asleep at the computer.

Bad Idea.

I just want to write a lot and make my entry long. I miss making long entries. It’s something I enjoy.

All the things that form their lives, but they’re….

Dead, their sighs, their songs

They know what they do is wrong

*sigh* I suppose I should go for now. I’m so right out tired. I should take some tylenol…

Derringer Meryl [Translyvanian Concubine] Out

Finally finished the second season of Buffy.

You don’t know the joy it gives me. *smiles*

Uneasiness settles over me though. I haven’t been feeling the best ever, I have writers block and I am unsure of what is going wrong with — well me.

Who knows… any takers.

No? Oh, well that doesn’t shock me much

The winter here is cold and bitter….. I claw for solid ground

am saddened suddenly– very suddenly. Maybe I should go and sleep… sleeping is good. I enjoy doing that… very much so.

I got new songs– So you’ll see them spotting throughout my new entries… I happen to adore new music, and even some old music that I’m introduced to —

Like Sarah McLaughlin’s Full of Grace Pretty song, pretty words…

Also I have new Anthony Stewart Head songs, well they’re new to me, I have no idea how old they actually are…

James Marsters sings in one of the songs I got. I love that. He’s such a good singer too. He plays guitar and a little bass apparently. I’m amazed since I can’t even play the piano, or the Violin.

*kicks musical instruments* I’m just no good at them.

Derringer Meryl [And you just don’t seem to understand] Out

Happy Happy Happy!!!!

I just got done watching Buffy. Can we say great? I won’t spoil it for you, but can we say love fest? not a gross one. Just warm fuzzie making people not kill type things…..

*nods* That’s the best ever. Anyway–

My Wonderful lovely nice and sweet and so many other nice adjectives Boss let me have the week off so I can get over my Pnemonia. What a nice man. I’ll have to bake him brownies, or something nice.

I’m getting better in more ways than one. I’m defeating that nice man and I’m not thinking about him that way anymore. In fact often I’m just thinking about schoolwork and all that. And with school work I am safe.

Ahhh so safe.

Anyway– I think I’ll go and finish fixing my web site and what not. you all will have to stop in sometime.

Ciao