Undone

If I could– I’d give up nearly everything I know for a beautiful body.

Nearly everything. I’d keep the knowledge of the gospel– but everything else– gone. I wouldn’t care. I’d be gorgous and I’d sell video games– at an amazing rate.

I’d date! Shocker. I actually would date if I were pretty. If one man who was not blood related to me would tell me that I was hot. That he’d date me– I’d date.

I get the little sister treatment.

I don’t mean your best friends little sister. Imagine (if you’re a girl) that you’re a boy, and someone wants you to date your little sister.

Nasty! I know.

A boy once told me he couldn’t date me because I reminded him of his little sister. I hate that. I hate the fact that i”m not demure and — and– coy and all the things boys like

I’m not what they want. I’m not what they’ve been looking for all their lives. I’m their little sister.

Annoying, Bossy, and someone you want to leave you alone for the rest of your life.

That hurts.

Derringer Meryl Out