Undone

The shame of forgetting to update my blog each day. Lets see, shall we take a run down the “HALL OF EXCUSES”? Lets.

First, I have a temp job in addition to my regular job. Hallelujah, especially since i have a full slate of college classes coming up. I’m really REALLY REALLY looking forward to that. In fact, you might say, i’m downright despising the idea– more on that later. Homework would be another good excuse. I”m trying to be better about getting it done, and like– on time for once. My story (which is going swimmingly) is also a time and writing energy sucker, and Angel, and Institute. Blah. So basically, all of the hours of the day are being wiled a way, actually DOING something other than writing in here. Makes me sad, this Journal is like my baby, and ignoring it makes me feel like some kind of ,…. mean mean person. *eyes flutter* Man, am I tired.

Yes. So Imagine this (I have you do that alot, don’t i?) that you’re going to college. One class is basically sucking up anything you’d like to call free time. That’s just one four hour class. Amazing, right? So now, for heavens sakes, you have to take twelve credit hours, and you’re wondering where the hell your parents are thinking you’re getting the A)Time and B) money to do this. I mean, sure, doing the school thing, that’s great, everyone says so…. but sheesh. The price of education, is horrid. I don’t want to go to school reallly, but the parentals say i have to. (Which i’m sure is a factor that is going to make some of your heads pop off, but if i want to live at home rent free, i’ve got to be earning myself an education.) While i’d prefer to just doing what i’ve been doing (working, and lazing about) For some reason, a college education seems like a good idea to people.

Too bad, i have no clue what I want to be when i grow up. Maybe if i did, i could actually pick a major, and work at it. *frowns*

Derringer Meryl [damn seasoned rat] Out