Undone

Drama Drama Drama!

First Marco Looses (misplaces) $600 at the local store, the one i’m supposed to start working at soon. Then i start to get uber cold feet. Marco is freaking out, i’m freaking out, and backing out. Then they find the moolah today. and i’m still wiggin’

I don’t know what to do. I feel shibby (If my last two entries didn’t already illuminate that fact) I’m going BACK on my medication…. sadly, and i’m so tired of everything. Blah.

So I may not be so crazy for games in two weeks as i thought i was going to be, right? I’m off to think about stuff, like … uhh… what i should do.

Derringer Meryl [medicating for the world] Out