Undone

Day Sucks. Life sucks. stuff sucks. *sighs* i’m going to be a big girl, and pick myself up, and move on. I don’t have time to waste on this. I don’t have a life to waste on this. I can’t spend my life loving him, when there are so many others, so willing…

so ready..? and I don’t know what his obsession with picking girls who are in serious relationships. I dont’ know why he can’t love me– why it can’t be something special– why life has to turn this way. But i’m sure that someone else who knows more than me– knows that we can’t be together, and is doing this to keep it right. *frowns* This has to be right. I have to put all my faith in the fact that this is right,

so much in my life is changing now. My Job, my heart. I can’t …

i can’t bear to watch, to go, to move. and it hurts. physically. Change hurts me physically. My legs hurt, and my head hurts. and i jsut want to die inside.

So lyric spew. Think Twice, Eve6

When all is said and done

And dead does he love you

The way that I do

Beathing in lighting

Tonight’s fighting

I feel the hurt so physical

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around I’ll let you feel the burn

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around come around no more

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around I’ll let you feel the burn

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around no more

She spreads her love

She burns me up

I can’t let go

I can’t get out

I’ve said enough

Enough by now

I can’t let go

I can’t get out

Wait till the day you finally see

I’ve been here waiting patiently

Crossing my fingers and my t’s

She cried on my shoulder begging please

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around I’ll let you feel the burn

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around come around no more

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around I’ll let you feel the burn

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around no more

She spreads her love

She burns me up

I can’t let go

I can’t get out

I’ve said enough

Enough by now

I can’t let go

I can’t get out

What is it you really want

I’m tired of asking

You come wasted

When I showed up and he was there

I tried my best to grin and bear

And took the stairs but didn’t stop at the street

And as we speak I’m going down

Cause she spread her love

And burnt me up

I can’t let go

I can’t get out

I’ve said enough

Enough by now

I can’t let go

I can’t get out

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around I’ll let you feel the burn

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around come around no more

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around I’ll let you feel the burn

Think twice before you touch my girl

Come around no more

Derringer Meryl [thinking fifty times] Out