Undone

Been a bit of a day. Good and bad, ambivalent all together.

First I went to therapy. that was a hoot and a hollar, and despite how stupid it sounds, I swear that my therapist is mad at me. *blinks* I don’t know. All I know is that it seems to me that every time i open my mouth i offend or upset someone.

Makes me want to take a vow of silence, or I would feel that way if i felt i could actually keep it. *shrugs* i’m just no good at the being quiet thing. Ic an be. Just not all the time.

Then after that I went shopping. Of course I went shopping, I mean, C’mon. I feel like ever single human relation i’ve ever had on the earth is upset and horridly angry with me. Call it a guilt complex, but I need some shopping goodness to feel better. I got a new shirt (it’s one that my Bro wanted, so I laugh in his face….) it says “Talk nerdy to me…” and unfortunately it’s plastered right across my chest. *makes a face* I guess it just gives guys a reason to stare…. “I was just reading your shirt…”

Which reminds me…. *sniggers* no, I think that goes in my personal Journal. Also at the Hot Topic (notice the “THE” in front of Hot Topic. It’s a southern thing. I’m not from the south, but we have enough people around here who could make us the second south.) I got a happy Bunny Journal it says “Let’s take Notes on the people who piss us off.”

Oh. I will.

And I basically frittered away my entire day. But hey, it was a fun frittering.

I wonder — if i get to do nails today…. *shrugs* Eh, I need to go find some more pictures for my Journal.

Ta!

Derringer Meryl [i own a voodoo doll] out