Jul
05
2003

The more you suffer, the more it shows you really….

I’m a sucker, with no Self esteem. Also I have acid problems in my stomach, and an abusive relationship I don’t know what to do with.

No. It’s not the monkey. It’s red.

I wrote her off for the tenth time today

And practiced all the things I would say

But she came over

I lost my nerve

I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I’m being used

That’s okay man cause I like the abuse

I know she’s playing with me

That’s okay cause I’ve got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night

I wait till 2 then I turn out the light

All this rejection’s got me so low

If she keep it up I just might tell her so

When she’s saying that she wants only me

Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

When she’s saying that I’m like a disease

Then I wonder how much more I can spend

Well I guess I should stick up for myself

But I really think it’s better this way

The more you suffer

The more it shows you really care; Right ?

Now I’ll relate this little bit

That happens more than I’d like to admit

Late at night she knocks on my door

Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no

But that’s kind of hard when she’s ready to go

I may be dumb But I’m not a dweeb

I’m just a sucker with no self esteem

Self Esteem by The Offspring

Derringer Meryl [i have bruises] out

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