Undone

Today was Model UN. I got insulted. These two representitives from another nation told me because i have an ‘attitude’ that I wanted to be black. I so was very upset. I wanted to gouge his eyes out. I want to kick them in the nuts to no end. that’s life I suppose. I just wanted to sleep. Sleep alot.

I tried to call my guy today, but he wasn’t at work. *sigh* He’s not really MY guy, just …. the guy I like. My object that I aim my affection towards at this point in time.

He has these little dimples…. and he has all of these stories, and when he gets excited when he’s talking…… the light in his eyes dance. I love the way he talks, and he is so very….. just… magic.

I love it– Magic… the only way I can describe it. I want to dream about it. I do dream about it. I’d love to be…. so nice…..

Derringer Meryl Out