Undone

Emotions make me angry–

I hate the up and down feeling… the fact that when I see someone emotions are elicited within me that make me happy, and so very sad at the same time….

Because I know– That the smile on their face, isn’t about me. It isn’t for me. It’ll never be for me. Because I’m never going to be good enough. I’ll never be good enough for a smile, or a grimace, or anything.

I’m only good for a laugh.

Derringer Meryl [Round and Round] Out