Undone

Here’s a little ego trip for ya…..

Every guy (there’s only been a few, but still) that I meet off of the net, ends up not talking to me any more after I meet them.

Maybe it’s because I don’t always think before I speak in real life. Or maybe it’s because i’m horrifically disfigured.

or maybe, i’m just displeasing?

I think that’s it, cause even guys that got past my horrid looks, didn’t get along with me.

I’m a nervous girl, and unless they tell me what they’re thinking, and can look me in the eyes and tell me

“I think you’re great, and I like you the way you are.”

I won’t believe them. I hate playing shadowboxer, like i have to be on defense all the time.

Damn you (That is to say my ex boyfriend). I do believe you’ve scarred me for life, and trust me, Kharma will have it’s revenge on you!!

I’m the little sister

I’m the one that hides

Daydreaming

Blushing

But I can confess

all the feelings

all the words

inside of me

I can tell them to you

You won’t hear them

No you won’t

Cause you don’t see me

None of you

See me.

Derringer Meryl [Imagine me] Out