Undone

“MAN why doesn’t anyone blog?!” and then I realize that I haven’t blogged at all in a long time. News News News.
My infection has cleared. I’m still consistently struggling to remain hydrated, but I’m trying. I’m not yo-yo dieting, however I am Yo-yo losing weight. (as in I gain and lose it a lot) Still struggling a lot with my moods and self esteem (to say it bluntly) I told myself I’d start my medication again after Audrey was 3 months, but I was in a rare great mood at that point, and so I haven’t yet.

Most people rainy days make them down. For me… I think they’re awesome. On my way to work I passed a red truck and it stood out from the grey mountains and overcast skies and I felt a little bit like I was in Twilight. I know. I’m silly. 😉 I am still up in the air about seeing the next movie. I would almost certainly have to take time off of work to go and watch it, or wait a really long time to see it… Oh well. I have to save time for the Symphony that Scott is taking me to next month. They’ll be playing video game music, and it’ll be a night away from the kids, so that’ll be great. 🙂 (No offense to my children, but Scott and I occasionally need time away from them, otherwise we will permanently slip into mommy and daddy mode and that would be a travesty.)

i have been playing with a book idea in my head. It all seems a bit too “Ugly betty” or “The Devil Wears Prada”

I’ll work it out…

Gotta work

Derringer Meryl [work work work] Out