Undone

2004-07-26 – 12:14 p.m.

I’m getting annoyed with myself. I’m being pathetic. Disgustingly so. Wallowing in my own self pity and whining to anyone who will hear me. I’m tired of it. Whining isn’t turning anything better than it is, it’s only bringing me down more.

What’s more, it’s not really helping Scott. He doesn’t want to be in the basement anymore than I do. I love working at GS but that job isn’t going anywhere anytime soon. I love it, sure, but my job that I love isn’t taking me anywhere. I have to grow up. I want an apartment, I’m gonna have to fucking work for it. So here I go.

I want to live some place nice.

Derringer Meryl [Not Giving Up Yet] Out