Undone

things have been getting tense around here lately. Even though Scott and I have closed our window, spiders still rampage our house. Wildly. I’m going insane in the basement (shocker there) While I’m being encoraged to apply at… well anywhere. Much more poor-dom, and I’ll have to whore out small children.

Or work at walmart… same dif.

I’m trying my hardest here, to be a good wife and companion. I’m just going insane. I’ve never coped very well with change at all, and now… well, right now is the monster change of everything ever. New house, new parents, new husband (First and only, might i add), new friends, new valley, new/old job, new co-workers… blah

I’m just exhausted. I’m tired of all the change and all the stuff I’ve had to give up. Honestly… I just want to run away and hide and cry…. I just want to sob.

I know I’m a whiner. I really don’t have anything to be complaining about. Scott’s a great husband, and as far as I know, the best there ever will be. I just get exhausted. So tired of how it is here. How life is right now, I just want to go away. Very far away.

Maybe I should go lay down.

Derringer Meryl [sob-o-rama] Out