Undone

I had a little bit of a bad day.

Oh– well it was a really bad day.

My tarot didn’t read out well, and my horoscope screwed me, but all is fair in–

the paranormal?

Maybe i just vest too much faith in them? Not that I believe that they are right, cause on the fourth of July it said I’d get some romance vibes, and I totally didn’t, so I really don’t. Now I just do it for fun.

Really.

I had a long day at work at which I got chewed out, and HE didn’t even stand up for me, [lamely] Oh my Hero [/lamely] i mean really how hard is it to just say “Hey, she’s been doing better, I think you should lay off.” Not too hard, no major risks in doing such, so — so what? So I don’t understand why he didn’t do it.

And you don’t seem to understand

A shame you seemed an honest man

And all the fears you hold so dear

Will turn to whisper in your ear

And you know what they say might hurt you

And you know that it means so much

And you don’t even feel a thing

*sighs* I don’t know what to do [Btw:Lain: Duvet Seen above] about love and everything. I feel sentenced to a never ending heck of singleness

My own fault, I’m sure. *frowns* Oh I entered a new feature, copyright Imood.com. It shows my mood as of currently. [I update daily, sometimes when I don’t even update here.] It’ll tell you a brief smidgen of how i’m feeling. usually a little poem, or something like that.

I love my little faces I can put down there, and they have like a gazillion different smiles and moods to choose from.

I think I just need a white dot for me. I feel like a white dot.

^_^;; I have to work with HIM tomorrow.

Derringer Meryl [Help me to breathe] Out