Undone

Life is funny.

Very Funny.

Hilarious really.

The twists and turns that happen to us everyday, can not be described in letter or on the screen, its just the way it is, sometime life is inexplicably predictable, and sometimes wild and unknown.

Right now I’m hoping for the unknown. For something just beyond my reach…. I can’t help but want a better rush than doing the same thing everyday.

Packing the same lunch

Kissing the same lips.

And going to soccer practice with the same kids, the same night of the week.

Is something new everyday unheard of…..?

Although as I think about it, Kissing the same lips everyday wouldn’t be bad. I would just require love, deep abiding love.

Good luck finding it.

I was thinking of asking…. HIM to the prom. Did I mention this already? Time flies on here, and mentioning this one way or another doesn’t matter

I don’t think I could ever do it.

Too scared. Rejection stings– like… like…

the fortieth lash on your back, and knowing that there are sixty more to come.

Burns baby…. like dry wood under a magnifying glass.

It’s inexplicable. Oh well.

I could imagine it…. I’d dress up pretty. The prettiest, and for one night

Just once.

He’d be my date. I’d be his date. And I could die happy.

*imagines dancing*

Here in your arms where the world is impossibly still

Everything seems to be clear, not a solitary thing do I fear….

Derringer Meryl [Dancing Queen] Out