Undone

What to do.

Do I like him more than just a friend. Who knows. I sure as heck don’t. It sure would make things simpler if I did, then I could decide who to ask to the dance–

Yes I’m pathetic for planning out the dances already. I know this, so what. I need to know what guy to ask.

And if I should just hide under my blanket like a five year old.

I think I choose the latter. The blankets always win. Go figure.

I got a lot done today. I took brownies to work and it was nice. I love to make the guys smile and watch them gorge. that’s what makes me want to be a cook. The stove starting on fire however, makes me want to be a teacher again.

I like making people happy. I like it more when I can make them happy by brownies.

HE and I had a fun time on Tuesday. Just general teasing, and fun stuff. I can’t think about it, nothing in particular was special, it was just the night on a whole.

The downside was that he told me to stay single. Honestly– maybe we could stay single together. Maybe. In a married type way.

*smacks her head* Back to your regularly scheduled diary.

I have three Buffy DVD’s left. I suppose I”m just trying to make them last a while. I have to wait until they decide to release the third season, who knows when that might be. Winter–ish?

Hmm As of today I have Five Months and 30 days until my 18th birthday–

HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!

Can we say excited.

Derringer Meryl [Pretty Fly for a] Out