Undone

Sometimes I get grumpy. REALLY STUPID grumpy. And the matter of the fact is, I shouldn’t be upset that people in my life aren’t taking me out and saying “Come hang out with me” The matter of the fact is, who says I need to wait around for them?:P I’ll do what I want, and I don’t need any super fancy invite. My mom used to tell me that when people draw a circle around them to leave me out, to draw a circle around them to bring them in. And as nice as that sentiment is, I think I’m going to draw a circle to keep me in. I’m tired of gettin’ worn out and busted up tired and sad from trying to get people to want to be in my life.

You don’t want to be here? That’s just damn fine with me. When you decide to come back, that’s just damn fine too. Have a good time enjoying your life, and I’ll have a good time enjoying mine. Maybe you’ll have time for me in the next life.

Derringer Meryl [Truth] Out

After a BUCKET of comments, I finally got it fixed. EAT IT SPAMMER.

anyway. Off to enjoy lunch

Derringer Meryl [i win!] Out

Really Spammer guy? I assume you’re a guy. You seem really interested in selling me Levitra or some such crap. STOP IT. Sheesh.

Working on a grocery list. Ever feel like you’re forgetting something? Yeah me too. Audrey went to her … 2 year well check up. Went well. Doctor says she’s Very intellegent. katie wasn’t talking this well at her age, but Audrey has a very smart older sister to teach her all of her tricks. They mimic each other and it’s like having two of the cutest (and most annoying) children ever.

I went to instacare today. I’ve pulled a muscle in my side, It hurts. I cannot pick up anything for 2 weeks over 10 lbs. and rotate through Ibuprofen for 3 days (three times daily) So that’s fun. I’m glad it’s almost the weekend. I’m in a terrible mood lately and It’s probably because I can’t sleep at the right times. I get tired after work and can’t stay awake, but when it comes down to sleeping at night, screw that, I can’t. 😛

Anyway– Better go try and sleep.

Derringer Meryl [Things to do.] Out

Spammers should BUGGAR OFF. Jerk. One person, and it has to be a spam farmer, has swamped my account with spam comments. Over 100 now. it’s too much. REALLY TOO MUCH. They are commenting on ONE entry (I won’t say which) and so I’ve changed the name of it, in hopes that it will stop them from what they’re doing.

Let’s hope. Maybe they’ll give up. GOD I HOPE THEY GIVE UP. My email shouldn’t be swimming in spam every day. I mean suuuuuuuuuure — it goes to my SPAM email  but– it’s still frustrating.

Maybe Someday it’ll stop.

Derringer Meryl [more important things to do?] Out