Undone

I didn’t like my last Lyric Spew. Psh. It was stupid. *tosses it out the window* I like this one better. I’m going to do something different this time. The Stuff in italics is my response, as if someone had just said that line to me… *smiles* I won’t do it on all the lines. heh. I was reading through Scott’s Journal and he mentioned this song, so i thought i’d spew it. Just for fun.

First Date, Blink182

In the car I just can’t wait,

to pick you up on our very first date

Is it cool if I hold your hand? Yeah, it is. Go For it. 🙂

Is it wrong if I think it’s lame to dance? No, not really, do you think it’s lame TO dance?

Do you like my stupid hair? I love your stupid hair

Would you guess that I didn’t know what to wear? Never. You look really well put together

I’m too scared of what you think Me too!

You make me nervous so I really can’t eat That’s Scary

Let’s go, don’t wait, this night’s almost over

Honest, let’s make this night last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside I’m a puddle at your feet

I’m not worthy for a minute of your time I’m thinking the same about you, trust me

I really wish it was only me and you Lets ditch em! Just kidding!

I’m jealous of everybody in the room They know you so well!

Please don’t look at me with those eyes What? These?

Please don’t hint that you’re capable of lies I’m not to you.

I dread the thought of our very first kiss A sort of anxious anticipation. I’ve been worrying too

A target that I’m probably gonna miss Don’t worry, things’ll work out. 🙂

Let’s go, don’t wait, this night’s almost over

Honest, let’s make this night last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

Let’s go, don’t wait, this night’s almost over

Honest, let’s make, this night last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

Forever and ever, let’s make this last forever

Derringer Meryl [Gank!] Out

I’m hoping this link works, for those of you who are very excited at the prospect of me finding someone nice enough to get me a flower.

I think it’s pretty super. Hopefully Geocities will be nice and agree to let you all see it. 🙂

A Flower for me? How sweet! 😀 I’m a freak and I take pictures of my flower. I might have to set up another picture at another server so the whole thing doesn’t cave. 🙂

Incase the first server doesn’t work, like a poo-head cause it’s Geocities (You know i love you Geocities! I know Meryl, I know.) so yeah, Flower again!

Anyway– I’m gonna… go clean heh. and then … I’m gonna go buy some more stuff for tomorrow. 😉 And i’m not wearing mascara.

Derringer Meryl [Here’s Hopin’] Out

I’ve been thinking. Shock, Gasp, horror, yes, thinking. About Scott. First off, I’m not going to mention some of the events of tonight’s chat. And i’m gonna skip them, because I don’t need Apologies for things that don’t need them. Besides, we learned stuff about each other tonight.

Scott likes red, which I should have figured out. I didn’t, because I wasn’t really thinking about it, I guess. He likes the smell of Strawberry Candy (Is listening to Slick Shoes Cover of Candy) and a bunch of other stuff, Mainly this entry is to cover what i’m too chicken to say to him even over IM. Why? Because I’m a geek, and I have problems speaking my mind sometimes.

*coughs* What I find Cute about Scott Please refer to earlier where I say that i use cute instead of all those other words that girls use (ie: Foxy, Hot, sexy… etc.) because I’m, once again, unable to accurately speak my mind at times. 😀

1. His smile. It often reduces me to giggles, which makes my family all turn and look at me like a dork. It’s sorta crooked, but that makes it all the more adorable. He can’t see it, but I”m a pile of goo. (GOO!)

2. His voice. I seriously love to hear him talk. It’s low, but I can always hear what he’s saying, unlike some low talkers I know… Anyway. I love to hear him tell stories. 🙂

3. His hair. It’s all spikey and blonde, and flipped up in the front. Adorable. Makes me smile just thinking about it. *mutters* I’ve often resisted the urge to touch it… *shrugs* I’m an odd girl. I like to ruffle people’s hair

4. The way he rambles when he’s nervous. (Derringer Meryl, striking fear into the hearts of men… heh.) It’s adorable. Makes me smile, yet again.

5. How he admits when he’s said something stupid. Signifying his mistake with the need for a shovel. 🙂 It doesn’t happen often, but at least he’s willing to admit it when he does make a mistake!

Oh My heck– I’m so tired. I promised myself I’d work on homework while I talked to Scott tonight,but I got side tracked. Heh. 🙂

Anyway. I’m tired. You’re probably tired too. That list isn’t done. I could do more, I’m jsut… tired…. Oh.. Okay, so I’ll write more later.

Derringer Meryl [Baby I know I”m a man who’s made mistakes] Out

I love to watch my counter steadily go up because of my entertainment value. It’s really quite interesting. 🙂 That’s why I love you guys.

Anyway, I came back from my shopping trip with:

A new black (very swanky) t-shirt, Two new pair of earrings (i haven’t bought earrings since I was fourteen), A very snazzy set of dice, a drink for my mom and I, and a slip (cause I can’t find mine)

I’ve decided on wearing a skirt I already own (which is pretty amazing since i found a pink skirt I fell in love with, but decided against buying for the sheer price of it.) Mom thought it was funny that I spent two hours in a shopping mall and came out with a plain black t-shirt and earrings. I corrected her by saying that the shirt was pretty spiffy, and not bad at all. *nods*

I went and Talked to J-bob for a minute after I got my dice, did I mention they are the coolest dice ever?? And I told him everyone at the store has all the sudden gone “Lets go drinking” crazy. Cept Gert, and recently Guts. The thing is, Guts is pretty dang cool. He knows what i mean when I say that I don’t have to drink to know it isn’t that much fun. Mom said she could bartend for them, mix em up some drinks, charge $300 for the one drink, and they could have the same experience as being drunk, with one drink. Mom’s not an alcohol enthusiast, she planned on giving them some of this Fleet stuff, and it literally is designed to clean you out. *nods* She figured she could make a tidy sum off of charging them a ton of money to go and get ten dollars worth of that stuff. Trust me, it’d make you never want to drink anything my mom gave you again. *shakes her head* Yep, i’d have to say it’s the extereme drinking experience.

Anyway. I took a long nap this afternoon. I think I’ve been this odd kind of testy lately. Extremely defensive of my good mood. (Grood Mood. I mean Good, and great. Great and good.) So anything that could possibly set me off in a bad mood, makes me angry really fast, and then I’m back. It’s like being the hulk or something. Today at the mall some girls (teens, psh) were making rude noises at my mom and i. Normally I’d write it off to adolescence and how hard it must be to be a girl now a days (I know, but really.) and somehow demeaning other people gave those girls a boost. Well, I wasn’t about to let their boost set my boost down lower. Normally I’m really passive, but I went to tell Customer service. I’m in with the Security at the mall (I used to work there.. heh.) So I told them, and the girls got kicked out.

Now, you could look at it as mean, but I’m not really tolerating anyone who is raining on my bloody nice parade. I’ve been extremely nice to people who rang me up today, even if they were pretty ditzy, and Just really– Nice. Those girls made me want to maim them…. making dog barking noises at me and my mom. It may make me a tattle tail, but life is hard enough without having stupid teenage girls sit (not do anything productive) just sit at the mall and make fun of passing people. The world doesn’t really need that. I mean, if you’re gonna hang out at the mall. Play tag, try on clothes, play a board game, play hide and go seek. I don’t care. Just don’t rain on my parade.

*sighs* now i’ve made enough of a deal about that… I should probably get to work on my essay, and what not. 🙂

Derringer Meryl [Homework… is the devil] Out

I’ve been invited to have Dinner at Scott’s on Sunday. This is gonna be the first time I formally meet his family. I’m sorta nervous, but really excited at the same time.

My goal:

To find an outfit that, while modest, causes him to be breath taken.

*nods* Off to the mall I go! Long Live the shopping spree! Down with homework!

Derringer Meryl [Thank you for reading] Out