Undone

“MAN why doesn’t anyone blog?!” and then I realize that I haven’t blogged at all in a long time. News News News.
My infection has cleared. I’m still consistently struggling to remain hydrated, but I’m trying. I’m not yo-yo dieting, however I am Yo-yo losing weight. (as in I gain and lose it a lot) Still struggling a lot with my moods and self esteem (to say it bluntly) I told myself I’d start my medication again after Audrey was 3 months, but I was in a rare great mood at that point, and so I haven’t yet.

Most people rainy days make them down. For me… I think they’re awesome. On my way to work I passed a red truck and it stood out from the grey mountains and overcast skies and I felt a little bit like I was in Twilight. I know. I’m silly. 😉 I am still up in the air about seeing the next movie. I would almost certainly have to take time off of work to go and watch it, or wait a really long time to see it… Oh well. I have to save time for the Symphony that Scott is taking me to next month. They’ll be playing video game music, and it’ll be a night away from the kids, so that’ll be great. 🙂 (No offense to my children, but Scott and I occasionally need time away from them, otherwise we will permanently slip into mommy and daddy mode and that would be a travesty.)

i have been playing with a book idea in my head. It all seems a bit too “Ugly betty” or “The Devil Wears Prada”

I’ll work it out…

Gotta work

Derringer Meryl [work work work] Out

I was just thinking about how being a working mommy is hard. I was thinking about how there MUST be other women in my ward who are also working as I know other working mommies exist (I have several friends who are working mommies, and several co-workers as well) However I began to think of my ward and how I’d say there are probably 10 mom’s that are my age in my ward… and out of them, I don’t believe any of them work!

So much for that idea!

Derringer Meryl [a dying breed] Out

For those of you who read my blog who aren’t privy to my facebook info… or would like to light facebook on fire (Scott would) I finally hauled my sorry (vomiting) self to the Dr’s office and found out that I have a kidney infection. BLAH! So I’m drinking lots of water, taking antibiotics, and hoping I don’t get MORE sick, which would require a trip to the hospital.

Derringer Meryl [not my year] Out

PS. This has taught me a valuable lesson of taking care of myself as I would my husband or child. If they were feeling sick i would make sure they got to the doctor. I need to do that for myself as well.

… Is a guy who fixes up classic cars. Recently a red truck has been sitting outside. I’d love to have it…

and that is how big of a Twilight Geek I am. I’ll post pictures of it when I can 😉

Derringer Meryl [in love] Out

A Twilight/New Moon Inspired Corn Maze has been constructed in Syracuse UT!!

Who wants to go!?

(apparently not Scott, he’s already told me NO!)

Derringer Meryl [TWI-HARD] out