Undone

I want to take his eyes out

Just for looking at you

Yes I do

I want to take his hands off

Just for touching you

Yes I do

And I want to rip his heart out

Just for hurting you

And I want to break his mind down

Yes I do

And I want to make him

Regret life since the day he met you

Yes I do

And I want to make him

Take back all that he took from you

Yes I do

And I want to rip his heart out

Just for hurting you

And I want to break his mind down

Yes I do

Just for, Nickelback

Peace out, Remember, the girl you picked on in high school is the one who will shoot you at your school reunion.

*winks*

Derringer Meryl [Yes I do.] Out

I’m going to do it. See ya later Boy

He was a boy, she was a girl

Can I make it anymore obvious?

He was a punk,she did ballet

What more can I say?

He wanted her, she’d never tell

secretly she wanted him as well.

But all of her friends stuck up there nose

they had a problem with his baggy clothes.

He was a skater boy, she said see ya later boy

he wasn’t good enought for her

She had a pritty face, but her head was up in space

she needed to come back down to earth.

five years from now, she sits at home

feeding the baby

she’s all alone

she turns on tv

guess who she sees

skater boy rockin’ up MTV.

she calles up her friends,they already know

and they’ve all got tickets to see his show

she tags along and stands in the crowd

looks up at the man that she turned down.

He was a skater boy,she said see ya later boy

he wasn’t good enought for her

now he’s a super star

slamin’ on his guitar

does your pritty face see what he’s worth?

sorry girl but you missed out

well tuff luck that boys mine now

we are more than just good friends

this is how the story ends

too bad that you couldn’t see

see that man that boy could be

there is more that meets the eye

I see the soul that is inside

He’s just a boy, and i’m just a girl

can I make it anymore obvious?

we are in love, haven’t you heard

how we rock eachothers world

I’m with the skater boy, I said see ya later boy

i’ll be back stage after the show

i’ll be at a studio

singing the song we wrote

about a girl you used to know

Avril Lavigne, Skater Boy

Derringer Meryl [I said see ya later boy] Out

Of all the things I’ve believed in

I just want to get it over with

Tears form behind my eyes

But I do not cry

Counting the days that pass me by

I’ve been searching deep down in my soul

Words that I’m hearing are starting to get old

It feels like I’m starting all over again

The last three years were just pretend

And I said,

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes

And it seems that I can’t live a day without you

Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away

To a place where I am blinded by the light

But it’s not right

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

I want what’s yours and I want what’s mine

I want you

But I’m not giving in this time

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall

I will lie awake

You’re my shooting star

Thanks Michelle.

Michelle Branch- Goodbye to you

Derringer Meryl [I only knew love. Goodbye] Out

I hope this works, Diaryland has been having problems the past few days.

Anyway, i directly gave HIM my diaryland addy. As in I stood before him, and wrote it, and told him to read it all. As in all of it. Every thing.

So here I am once again ready to write him a little note in case he comes along, even though he says he hasn’t been on the net for a while, I sorta hope he comes on tonight and reads this.

Dear “you”-

I could make this all flowery and stuff, but that wouldn’t really be my style for writing, not really anyway. In any case I just thought you should know that secret I’ve been keeping for a while, the one I’d never tell you, because I was working with you, remember?

Well Since I’m working technically with you anymore, I thought you ought to know…..

THat I really really like you. Your smile, and your quirky way of talking, everything. It’s perfectly you. You’re not perfect, but everything that makes you, you, is.

Does that make sense? You’re nice to people, even when you don’t have to be, and I”m not used to that. Doesn’t always make sense to me.

I really hope you read more of this, It’s hard to explain this to you, really.

I’m sure you’ve already figured it out….. cause you’re a smart guy, and that’s another reason I like you. Cause you’re smart and witty…. and just…. so you. You’re comfortable with yourself, and I admire that about you.

*sighs*

Anyway. I’m sure you can find my email on here, almost positive, I’ll leave these lyrics from Dangerous by Ghost of the Robot with you.

I don’t think you know my name

I think you’d leave me standing in the rain

Pretty little [boy] girl, got a thing for me

But you’d cut me open and let me bleed

But I’m lookin’ at you

With your long brown hair

Pretty little feet

Sparkling everywhere

You look so good

When you come my way

But I have to look down

When you talk to me

‘Cause you’re dangerous

Dangerous

Dangerous

And you don’t even know it

One baby, two, maybe three more years

Be a full hot baby, have all your curves

In a little taste of irony:

You’ll be a too hot baby, too good for me

But I’ll be looking at you

With your long brown hair

Pretty little feet

Sparkling everywhere

You look so good

When you come my way

But I have to look down

When you talk to me

‘Cause you’re dangerous

Dangerous

Dangerous

And you don’t even know it

So little baby, you better stay set

Play with fire when you get too wet

Set me down and leave me be

Find the devil when you unchain me

But I’ll be looking at you

With your long brown hair

Pretty little feet

Sparkling everywhere

You look so good

When you come my way

But I have to look down

When you talk to me

‘Cause you’re dangerous

Dangerous

Dangerous

And you don’t even know it

Derringer Meryl [You’re dangerous for me] Out

My heart aches when i hear this song. It’s his favorite band, or group, or whatever.

It reminds me of him, and that’s what hurts. I’m going to make a CD of all the songs that remind me of him, and then– then listen to it all day, and all night, and get him out of me.

Last time I talked to you,

you were lonely and out of place.

You were looking down on me,

lost out in space.

Laid underneath the stars,

strung out and feeling brave.

Watch the riddles glow,

watch them float away.

Down here in the atmosphere,

garbage and city lights,

you gotta save your tired soul,

you gotta save our lives.

Turn on the radio,

to find you on sattellite,

I’m waiting for the sky to fall,

I’m waiting for a sign.

All we are is all so far.

You’re falling back to me,

the star that I can’t see.

I know you’re out there,

somewhere out there.

You’re falling out of reach,

defying gravity,

I know you’re out there,

somewhere out there.

Hope you remember me,

when you’re homesick and need a change.

I miss your purple hair,

I miss the way you taste.

I know you’ll come back someday,

on a bed of nails awake.

I’m praying that you don’t burn out,

or fade away.

All we are is all so far

You’re falling back to me,

the star that I can’t see.

I know you’re out there,

somewhere out there.

You’re falling out of reach,

defying gravity,

I know you’re out there,

somewhere out there.

You’re falling back to me,

the star that I can’t see.

I know you’re out there, oh.

You’re falling out of reach,

defying gravity….

I know you’re out there,

somewhere out there.

You’re falling back to me,

the star that I can’t see.

I know you’re out there,

somewhere out there.

You’re falling out of reach,

defying gravity,

I know you’re out there,

somewhere out there.

You’re falling back to me.

Well I know,

I know.

You’re falling out of reach.

I know…

Derringer Meryl [Pathetic as usual] Out