Undone

Tomorrow is NCFL. Stress time. I duo. I don’t care to explain right now, but to say the least it takes alot of time, and energy.

Oy. In any case I’m pretty tuckered out. I still have a few presidents to do tonight. Oioi.

I want to sleep for a long time, but I suppose I can do that later. Hee hee. I also have a quiz due tomorrow. it’s going to be hard to get it all done tonight.

I want to hear more about litmag. I want to find out what hour of the day it is, and if I made it. Amy says it’s practically for sure, but I’m still uneasy. Just my nature I suppose.

I haven’t been eating much lately, that’s just my style. It’s what I do when I’m stressed. My Head is pounding. What can I do? Eh.

I’ve been pondering my love life. It’s a bloody shambles. I don’t want to think about it, but it’s spring. I hate spring. Everyone is so lovey dovey, and kissing, and what not. It’s just sick. But– I sorta want to be part of it.

Derringer Meryl Out

TOday is running out. I need to write more of my presidential report. It’s a toughie, but I proceed with my head held high.

I’ve been thinking. About who I am, why I am the way I am. Life– keeps going. I know I say that alot, but I believe it.

I am who I am, No one else’s opinion matters.

It’s another nice day. My family and I worked outside. My feet are so cold right now.

Oh, right I took the ACT’s and I need to remember to write those people… that test is cooky.

My day is long, and I’m six presidents behind of schedule. THat means I have to do nine tomorrow, and I’m just too tired to do one tonight. So too bad.

I’m excited for the re-release of Resident Evil for the Game cube. Too bad I don’t have a game cube. Maybe I’ll go play some games now.

Maybe– Life is fleeting. Seize the day.

So it’s been a long day, and I thought I’d just sorta… have this website now. I’ll add it to my webpage and what not– and I’m really really excited about an Online diary. I thought about doing one before, but I wasn’t sure. Anyway I’m having a horrible day–

I want to get away from it all right now, but i’m in the middle of everything so I can’t. ACT’s, AP classes, and all that fun stressful stuff.

I’m seventeen. I’m not going to date. Ever. I swear to God. I’m going to be a nun for the rest of my life, I know. I used to be a drama freak then I dropped it, and well– it’s what i do. I don’t seem to stick to anything.

I have a nephew whom I affectionately call “Son” just because I watch him so much. I just get so annoyed I think I want to die. I just want to sleep…. adn… sleep a lot.

Or something.