Undone

Okay, so now i have links up to pages of my family and friends, Rah Rah me.

I know, isn’t it great? *raises an eyebrow* I can hear your cheers and applause from here. *sighs* ANyway, I’m sorta tired, and I really dont’ feel like posting something completely new… so I’m going (instead of the completely lazy lyric spew) to put up a poem i wrote at work today. It’s a little depressing, so you’ve been warned. HA!

It’s called Inside My Soul and I wrote it today… er yesterday, since it’s tomorrow… uh. Right the twenty-fourth…. is when I wrote it. Right. On with the Poem.

crazy. . . .
you’re going so. . . .
crazy and
i
can’t trace
the source
of all this
anger. . . .
emotion thriving
and i wish
i could find
a way
to cut it all
out. . . .
cut you slowly
bleeding till
all emotion
ceases
no regrets
in the
shadow of the
mistake of all
we did
i did
my sin
mistake of
letting you in
silly-
stupid-
insane–
i keep
letting them in
only to
burn
a scar so new
reaffirming
the thought
the knowledge
again.

Alright, I maybe the queen of lazy, but hey, I wear it well. I’m off to sleep, then shop– in that order.

Derringer Meryl [but if you don’t dear, confess] Out