Church in Your Pajamas
I’m going to admit to my greatest phobia ever, right here, on my blog, in front of the entire Internet, and God and everyone.
I’m deeply afraid of needles.
A few things prompted this little revelation tonight (for you, not for me, I’ve known it for a while) First off, Scott wanted me to watch him put his insulin pump in, and learn so I can (if I needed to) put it in for him. He says it’s easier than me dragging him to the hospital in case something happened. It’s true… but there’s that fear of needles thing there. Not real comfortable with the idea of ramming a foreign metal object into the person I love’s body.
But I suppose it would be for the greater good. *yawns*
Secondly, the sheer excruciating pain my foot is in. I’m serious. Imagine this…. you have two layers of skin that are alive. The dermis and the epidermis (the epidermis is the outer layer) well in order for my treatment to be effective, I have to wear down the skin down to the dermis– where it’s raw and tender. First consider that the skin on the bottom of the human foot is very thick, simply because it is the foot. Add to that the fact that these little precious warts are on the ball of my foot (where most of the pressure is) and it makes standing up very uncomfortable… as well as walking. I’ve been walking with a limp lately (just a slight one, especially on stairs) because of the raw pain. My little lovelies (for those who care) span about one inch lengthwise and a half an inch wide tapering off towards the heel.
I hate them. I HATE THEM *SO* MUCH!!!
Anyway. Scott came over, and we watched Uptown Girls and Strange Brew. I thought Uptown Girls was kinda touching. In an odd reverse kind of way. I teared up a little… It wasn’t the best movie ever, and yes, Britney Murphy is a corpse… and a novelty–
I had problems staying awake during strange brew. I’m sure it was very funny… but i have to admit, I wasn’t paying much attention. I just get kinda distracted around Scott. *sighs* I need to do my homework. Maybe I’ll do it tomorrow?
P.S. Happy Church in your Pajamas!
Derringer Meryl [Happy Confrence Weekend]